I’m not going to be mad anymore.
My new emotion is indifferent.
…and that’s what I am going to be.
I will be indifferent to move on with life after being stuck for so long.
You will continue to have a place in my heart and if things are supposed to work for us, than they will.
I wish you nothing but the absolute best in the life. You deserve it and I hope it all works out for everything you’re working for. I understand why now you have done what you’ve done and I respect you for it. I would not want to bring a person I care about that much for a career that travels so much and not being able to provide a stable relationship for their partner and you’re right. Some of the ways you handled it I didn’t and still do not like but nonetheless, I forgive you. I’m not going to use the L-word because I’m not in L-word with you. But, I do L-word you. You are a great person who is funny, sarcastic, a joy to be around, and would argue with me until the moon no longer stood in the sky and you just aren’t sure of the things you want in your life and that’s okay. I can’t be mad at you for that. We are young and fun is something that we both should have. I’ll see you soon enough and I’ll smile at you for how much you’ve changed my life in the past year and half. You have given me inspiration to know that I can L-Word someone again and you have made me a much stronger, better person and I cannot thank you enough for that.
I L-Word you and may you get everything in life that you want. <3
