I’ve put down my studying for the night and I still only pray that this test on Wednesday for my Ancient Philosophy class won’t be as hard as my professor is telling us. This class has made me HATE my major for the time being. I just need to get through Wednesday and then, I can actually rest for a bit; granted, that I need to write two papers by next week and study for an exam but, I’m not currently stressing out about that.
Anyways, a sequence of events this weekend occurred. Lemme share a bit.
“Why can’t you just wait?”
That’s the question that has been bothering me all weekend long.
Wait for what?
Wait for you to realize what you have right in front of you?
Wait for you to realize that I am here for you?
Wait for you to see that I care about you so darn much?
WHAT could you possibly want me to wait for?
You?
I’ve been doing that for over a year and for you to say that makes me so mad.
Why can’t you just come out and say that you want me to wait for you?
All you have to do is say it but when you tell me that you want me to do what I want to do, what EXACTLY am I supposed to do?
I know that you care about me, but I cannot handle your vague answers.
It’s just so hard to deal with that.
I know that I miss you so much but it’s not fair for you to say that.
I just wanna scream at you. I get fed up with you because I care about you sooooo much and you mean that much as well.
Another event:
I seem to keep getting slapped in face. I wish this person would just stop lying to themselves. EVERYONE knows your reasoning and to make up excuses is annoying and inconsiderate. Flat out, I wish the best for you but I do not care anymore. Don’t ask for my opinions. You wanna do what you wanna do and that’s fine, I respect that but you should’ve done what you wanted to do awhile ago. You would’ve saved me the upset feeling that I feel now. I apologize in advance.
Another event:
REALLY? A post it note to say what a person wants to say? YOU’VE GOTTA BE KIDDING ME?????
