It’s kind of funny how a music artist can really impact the thoughts that run through your mind. Well…maybe not, but for me, it certainly does. Lyrics can often time say the things we cannot. That’s a lot of the time for me. I always say that love is overrated, love sucks, and love does not exist. In my defense, love has taken its toll on me maybe twice? Whatever the number is, it sucks to lose someone you deeply care about. I’ve lost many friendships over the years as well as relationships and it deeply saddens me sometimes to think that it drifted away due to lost feeling or forces that just could not be controlled. The connection between someone can be magical however you look at it and I cherish that. Someone comes into your life and you know that by simply looking at them, they mean so much to you. I would say that is the case and how I feel but, recently; I’ve come to terms with things. I’ve tried to force it and tried to force things that time simply won’t allow at this point in life. I get so frustrated with myself sometimes because if it’s one thing I hate, it’s wasted time; wasted time on something that may not seem worth it. I say things I don’t mean. I get angry because I care. I care and I’m so scared to lose anything that could be a possibility but if it’s one thing that I’ve taken from all this, is that things will fall into place. If things are meant to be, then they will happen. I wish I could take my own advice, but it’s so much harder than it sounds but in the end, it’s worth the wasted time.
Some may think they know what I’m referring to, and some probably won’t ever really know; and that’s okay but I’m referring to a generality we all face at some point.
How do you tell someone you miss them? Just out of the blue? I wrote about saying things we feel to people in my last blog but how many times can you tell someone something and nothing ever changes?
People don’t change. They just show their true colors.
Maybe it’s a sign.
Whatever that sign may be, you can’t hold onto something that’s not there, right?
My dad always tells me (he pulls out his hand and draws a line down the middle using his other hand) that we all have a particular path to follow; whatever is in store for you, will happen. I want to believe that and I do. Thanks Todd.
Truth is: Yeah, I do miss you.
